Reality of Uncertainty

 I’ve always wanted to do something, having things on a standstill never excited me, the motion, ever happening occurrences are the things I live for and that makes me sane. There wasn’t a fixed routine but I liked having things happen. Even though change scares me, at least it brings with it the promise that things would happen and that for me is a reason to surge ahead.

But what happens when uncertainty seems to be the new normal, no one knows what is to come the next day, even the anticipation of the next minute brings fear to us, our routines mean nothing anymore; no situation is predictable.

And so I amongst other persons start to look for ways to possibly make the moment pass, drowning myself in things just make sure I stop thinking about reality, even if it was just an hour, even if I got a minute I’d for sure be grateful. It’s funny how were hurting inside us,we expect people around us to see the pain through us but they don’t. Why because, we’ve become too good in masking our emotions.

I still have no idea what it is that I want to do, I come up with ideas everyday but they just don’t seem to stick, I’m looking forward to making new ones, possibly making mistakes along the way and definitely learning from them.
 Writing these days has been a way to pour out myself ,I might share them with you all because I believe well if you’re reading it, then it means that I have figured some things out{hopefully}.

The purpose of this is to make you reading this understand that you’re not alone, we’re so many that have been or maybe are still stuck in the loop. We all seem to be rolling in a façade where we try to make everything feel okay even when they aren’t. You’re not alone, we might be facing different things but the feeling uncertainty creates in us is a common thing that we all share and so binds us together.

So, take it a step at a time, it might not seem like it right now, but I hope I’ve been able to share and expose a part of me to you.So cheers to unlocking those boxes of uncertainties, to making beautiful moments together, and to being HAPPY.